g9ds ; I'm sorry. (x)

travwesty:

g9ds:

»There’s nothing that escapes your notice—and you certainly hadn’t forgotten. But now isn’t the time for questions. Now is the time for holding him and just. Letting some of the bad shit out. And just like that, some of the pain is gone. Perhaps the feathers have stopped falling out. Even just this makes you happy. And. Maybe a little guilty. You’re both crying, not just yourself, after all.

“I’m s-sorry-” are the only words to manage to choke out. You can’t help but feel confused, your emotions are a spectrum and they won’t stop changing. Are you happy? Sad? Angry? You can’t tell. Who cares, you feel better after doing this.

“I sh-should be apologi-zing–”
»It’s hard to force words past the lump in your throat. The tears are still streaming, but. For the first time in a while, you feel.. safe.

posted 6 years ago with 14 notes

  1. g9ds-blog reblogged this from fuckmother and added:
    »Ew. This kiss is gross and salty but fuck if you care you’re eager to kiss him back, kind of. Slow and desperate. If...
  2. fuckmother reblogged this from g9ds-blog and added:
    “I knowv.”>You kiss him. You want him to know that you care about him, that nothin is ever his fault.